O my goodness! Guess what? I have 3 papers in row next week. And 2 of them I just happened to know today! GREAT! I feel like I’m mocking with the news to myself now!
They are Electrochemistry, which the final exam is scheduled since end of 2008. So blame me if I tell you I’m not ready yet! But the other two : Physical Chemistry of Electronic Materials & Basic of Chemical Process exams were just announced today and they are EXACTLY on the same day, one after another!
GREAT! GREATEST ever. I felt my jaw dropped to the lowest and never return to its normal place ever since now. Whatta twinge! I spent several minutes stood still in front of the notice board to analyse the fact, with the exertion … losing my grip like being thrown into bottomless abyss off the ground, suffocated in the smokeless dry air!
Well. Seems like everyone’s rushing towards the end of the semester. And I hardly believe it’s just a month before I enter my final year, the year that promised me greater grieves & pains – both physically and mentally. I guess I’d never be well-prepared no matter how much times given – a year, a decade, even a century maybe?
Get it crystal clear EV! You’re the one to change everything! You’re the reason why you’re here! You demanded it in the past 5 years with the tiniest hope and now you have to prove it!
Yoshhh! Wish me a never-lose-energy (strength) to maintain this “driving force”(wish/hope) on…. I can’t rely on “luck” alone. Luck won’t come to lazy bump like me! I need to work out myself! And you can wish me luck when I told you I’m done with my work-outs!